Week 5 & 2 Days

i am so sick

i woke up this morning feeling like death. my nausea has been off and on for the past couple of weeks but today is different. i can hardly sit still for more than 30 mins and when the nausea hits, my stomach, back, chest and head feels like it's going to explode. i've been warned that nausea hits around week 6 - but because i've already been experiencing symtoms i thought that would be the extend of it but i guess not. at least i haven't thrown up yet. i've been trying really hard not too - it's one of the worst feelings and i just feel so weak after i throw up.

man, the idea of 7 more weeks of this - or possibly even another 30+!
as much as i'm thankful for this wonderful gift of life, the nausea is going to kill me.

i wish i could take more gravol ginger chewables - 1 is just not enough.